ayla

I’m clueless
and sure to bludgeon more Ming dynasty priceless china shops
with my reckless hooves…
I somehow asked for this
I pissed off someone in a past life and
now there’s no one around to take my sorrows and loneliness away from me
I still want heaven…I still have it, but like a movie I lost it and the only way to have a resolution is to find it
she was my Hotel California
my enigma
she cradled me and yet
I never really knew her